Today like most days I’ve woken up feelin positive that I can resist binging and stick strictly to shakes! I’m hopin today will be better as I’m gonna be out alot of it so bein busy will hopefully help!
I’ve been reading through a lot of other people’s post and I’m surprised by how many people suffering with an ED self harm too, I used to self harm when I was around 15-16 but scared myself one time and never went back! I suppose it’s a lot to do with bein in control of something! I know part of my bulimia is something I’m in control of when everything else around me is a mess as well as feeling disgustingly fat! It’s helped reading some of the blogs on here! Having an ED can be very lonely and I feel very isolated at times but reading and knowing there are people out there that experience and feel the same as I do is refreshing I used to think I was a “freak” because no one understands it but it’s good to know so many other people feel the same way!
I’ll let you know how today goes!